Though I cause lot of trouble to you which I don't want to, your so patient. Though I never said how much I love you, I love you. Though I always show that I am independent, actually I am very dependent on you two. Though you are not happy with your faith or God for giving you such a useless son, I know you love me.
I know that you are going through lots of struggle in your life's but still you somehow manage to be calm, friendly and loving and I am the one causing more of that struggle, sorry for that.
I hope and wish (selfish desire) that you remain with me for the rest of my life because I can't find a place more secure than your lap, Mom and in your arms, Dad. I find this world very unsafe and I feel very unfit in this world and you're the only ones who gives me a feeling of security, love and hope. I don't know how can I go through this life without you, always feeling unsafe, always feeling unsecured, always feeling like in danger, maybe. Just that idea, that you are there for me no matter what transforms me from a coward to courageous person.
Genuinely grateful for your existence.
Sorry! My Dad and my Mom for not being the son you want me to be and thank you for everything that you have given me, this life, your support, your love, your care, your compassion, your friendship, your companionship and also your life's.
Sorry! and THANK YOU very much from the bottom of my heart.
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